Monday 24 February 2014

Chapter 2.2

Chapter 2.
4 hours and 28 minutes till Education is over for another day.  I sit in my Creativity class.  I hate Creativity.  It seems so pointless.  Drawing, sketching, tinkering on the keyboard, painting silly little pictures of silly little made up places.
What
Is
The
Point?

So I am sat, rubbing a stubby stick of charcoal over creamy coloured paper, till the dusty black shows nothing more than the embossing of the manufactured graining of the mock-wood table beneath.  It makes the sheet look like as if it is one large, dirty fingerprint, all pale loops and arches cutting through the dark colourings.  My Instructor walks over and I pretend to seem interested in my strokes.  He nods sagely, his chestnut and grey mottled hair flopping over his broad forehead.
Another student raises their hand in the opposite corner of the Creativity Room, and my Instructor wanders over, leaving me alone.  I sigh in relief.  I don’t think I can bare a conversation about my ‘inspiration’ for my so-called ‘art’.  I reach over to the pen pot in the centre of the table and grab a silver coloured ink marker.  I title the paper “Negative.”


1hour and 17 minutes till Education is over.
I can’t wait.  My brother says that I need to stop breaking my life down into countable chunks.  He says it means I never live in the present.
Bull.
I just hate Education.  Except for Numerics.  Numerics is logical.  It makes sense, the patterns, and the codes.  Easy.  There are no ‘uncertain’ answers in Numerics.  Unlike in Culturalisation and Collectivism; this is subjective in its response.  Whenever we have Assessments of Progress in C+C, I never seem to ‘get the right point.’  According to my Reports, my Assessments are “too empathetic”, but also “extremely cynical”.  I argue, don’t always think in the ‘right’ way, I don’t give the expected and ‘correct’ answer.  The answer Community expects.


I lie, on my single bed, in my Sleeproom, processing my day.  With the exception of the mind numbing dullness of Creativity, it had been moderately pleasant.  I had even had time for an Exercise Circuit following my day at Education, in the warm September air.
Earlier in the evening, after we had eaten, my Mother was telling us about her day.  She insists on daily Family Bonding time whenever she is on a day shift.
As usual, Alexis was staring into space, barely absorbing what my Mother was saying.  I could see that this agitated her somewhat.  My Father calmly held her right hand and was looking at her deep, dark eyes longingly.  Every so often he would unconsciously pat her thumb slightly, as if offering support.  My Mother was visibly stressed.
It seemed as if the hospital was full to the brim with Intensive Care patients.  My Mother hoped that it wouldn’t become a virus epidemic.  My Father spoke solemnly, “Well, trust in Community, Meryem.  They haven’t let an outbreak happen in 28 years.  I’m sure it’s just a nasty summer bug, that’ll fade once this muggy weather breaks, god knows it needs to...”
She nodded, knowing that he is right.  Community pumps a fortune of our Taxes into the major Pharmaceutical Corporations to ensure viruses and disease doesn’t spread.  But there was a fear in her eyes.
Father, on the other hand, seemed to be happier today.  I guess he loves having her on a day shift, so they can spend time together in the evenings.  Alexis says that it is, “needy and pathetic,” for a grown man to act this way.  Like he’d know anything about grown men, relationships and caring for someone.  Crikey, the guy is Mr One-Week Stand encapsulated.  He wouldn’t know love if it bit him on the backside.
Not that I can talk.  I don’t exactly have a lot of experience in that department.  With the exception of a 2 week dating stint with Ria Conrad, in the last semester of my first year at Upper Juvenile Education, and a yearlong obsession with a girl in my Linguistics class, Hettie, who was beyond divine, (god I missed her when her family were Relocated, when her Father got a promotion in another City); I know nothing about relationships.  I spend more time with my Oculars and Panel than with girls.
I guess I should kick-start that before I get to Transitional Training.  Don’t want to be the ‘Last Singe Loser’ in my class.  That’d be beyond lame.
I am not lame.
I’m not.
OK, maybe I’m a little lame, but hey, I am not in the business of dating for the sake of it.  There are plenty of girls who would love a slice of Joseph Orsin pie.  Take little Amelia in my C+C class; or Karina who plays chess with me at weekends in our local Juvenile Hall of Recreation.  She’s always making eyes at me over the rooks and pawns.
I mean, who can resist my classic Brunite looks, my chiselled jaw and sultry hazel eyes.  Combined with my wit, unrivalled knowledge and charm, I’m a great catch!

Why am I thinking this?  I need sleep...

Who knows, though, ‘she’ might be around the corner... if I ever take those damn Oculars off to look!

Chapter 2.1

Chapter 2.
Every morning begins in the same way.  A boiling hot shower followed by a freezing cold one to close up your pink pores.  Apply the skin cream that makes its appearance more porcelain and pure.  It looks like acrylic paint as it is squeezes through the nozzle on the bottle, thick and opaque.  But it is necessary if you want to blend in. When it is almost dry, powder the body with pearlescent particles and a big fluffy brush.  Let it all dry. 
Pull on the same nondescript clothing that everyone in Community wears: suits for those in Office Based Employment; denim and corduroy for the Manual Based Employment; scrubs for Science Based Employment; old fashioned uniforms for the different Educations (blood red for Infant Education, emerald green for Lower Juvenile, navy blue for Upper Juvenile and battleship grey for those in Transitional Training); jersey trousers, skirts and tops for Recreational wear; formal wear for Formal Situations.  It makes us equal.  Community likes equality.
Once you are finished dressing it is time to tackle your hair, face and eyes.  You may wear a wig, dye it so your birth colour is hidden or enhanced, but it must be kept neat and away from the face and eyes.  The face may be covered in thick or light make up depending on the necessity of the wearer.  Remember your Category’s needs.  Now, time for the eyes.  The eyes are the windows to the soul.  Your eyes may give you away.  Some use contact lenses; the cheap, disposable option.  Some save their Coins for permanent surgery.  Always remember to check your eyes before you leave your Dwelling. For it is the eyes that can make, or break you.
When you leave your Dwelling, make sure you keep your distance from those in other Categories.  Try and wear a hat to cover your eyes and face, without overstepping the boundaries.  When boarding the Metro, don’t give other passengers eye contact.  If you do, look away quickly so you don’t rouse suspicion.  Be anonymous.  Animosity is equality.
Be the chameleon during the day.  Copy their moves, nuances; don’t use your natural accent and dialect.  Stay faceless and blend in.  Only the Superiors know your Category.  Follow your instructions, play by the rules, they keep you safe from others.    Rules are equal.
It is only in the evenings, in your Dwellings or Common Areas that you can be yourself.  Free from Community’s chains and restraints.  Go on, take off your wig and remove those lenses; speak how you wish to speak!  Don’t worry, they don’t record your voice, the days of ‘CCTV’ and ‘bugging’ were abolished a century ago, and Panel Communications are only mildly monitored.  You are safe in your Dwelling; with those from your Category; with your kin.  But remember, when you are in Community you need to be anonymous.  Or you will become a Negative.


Every day seems to have this same routine.  I wake up; go through the same Preparations as anyone else would, no matter what Category they are.  I attend my classes at my Upper Juvenile Education Institution.  I get good grades, with high marks in Linguistics and Creativity.  I enjoy reading books, especially the ones that are in the Lockdown area of the City’s Resources Facility, old books by writers of different creeds and heritages, brimming with unusual ideas and imagery.  I enjoy socialising with my peers, both Category As, who I see at both Education and in our Common Areas in the evenings or weekends; and some Category Bs who are less observant of our appearances.
Education and Employment are mixed.  They don’t openly segregate us, but all Category As know our place.  We can befriend a Category B, but never marry one or bring them into our Dwelling.  To socialise outside of Education we always prompt a trip to an integrated area like a Shopping Complex.  Category Bs may never realise that their classmate, colleague, or even friend, is a Category A.  As far as Community is concerned, most Category Bs believe that Category As live in ghettos in the Inner City Slums, or out on farms in the Produce Zones.  It’s not true.  We are everywhere, but we are hidden.  And that is for our safety.
I don’t mind the routine.  I even appreciate it.  I like knowing that by one simple action I am safe and my family is safe.
Well, we were, till a few weeks ago.


You never know when something significant may happen in your life until it is too late.  My family was very content living in the quiet suburbs of our City, Ruskin.  We lived in a zone that had good Education Institutions and high prospects in Employment.  We were happy.  My twin sister and I were working hard in our Upper Juvenile Institution for Education; and our younger brother was in his final year at Lower Juvenile Institution for Education.  My Father had recently earned a small promotion in his Pharmaceutical Employment and my Mother held Employment in a Hair Design concession in the local Shopping Complex.  We blended well.  We were happy.
Now, I have never exactly been the most outgoing person on Earth.  To be outgoing is a bad trait for any Category A to possess, but my twin, Eloise, is even more introverted.  She is obsessed with animals and Agricultural Studies.  She always scores high in Applied and Theoretical Science.    She is, in many ways, my opposite.  She is right handed; I am left.  She’s tall and skinny; I am not.  She is excellent in Numerics and Sciences; I’m more Linguistics minded.  But I’d be lost without her.
I wish I could say the same about our younger brother, Edison.  He is a livewire.  He takes risks, silly risks.  His hair is now permanently shaved off since an incident two summers ago.  He refused to let our Mother dye it dark for his return to Education.  If she hadn’t have done it, that night, as he’d slept, we may have run the risk of becoming ‘Relocated Indefinitely’ or worse, be Recategorised as ‘Negative’.  Blatant disregard for the rules brings harsh penalties.
Edison seems to be growing out of his rebelliousness.  Slowly.  I do worry about his Education at this rate, as he isn’t a genius, yet he does show Exercise Aptitude.  I worry about his ability to blend in at Upper Juvenile Education level.
You’d now think it was Edison that caused our ‘situation’.  Wrong.  It was Eloise.
You see in Education Institutions siblings within the same year group are always separated, especially twins.  Especially Category A twins.  So I barely saw her during Education.  This was bad, because without me, she became even more reticent.  She became a mouse.
This was her downfall, what got her noticed.


There was a particularly unpleasant girl in her Numerics class, a very competitive Category B called Suzie-Anne.  She was brazen, sociable and always had something to say about other people.  She was popular, involved with the Education Committees and was, in the eyes of the Instructors, perfect.  Yet she wasn’t perfect.  Not in my eyes, not in the eyes of my twin.  She was a bully, a poison.
It began after the Mid-Summer break.  We had our New Semester Assessments of Progress, which were fairly important in ensuring you had enough marks to pass the scholastic year (and therefore not attend Remedial Summer Education) and as usual I struggled to gain my pass in Numerics.  Eloise, however, managed to achieve 97.5% in her Assessment.  This was the highest score ever achieved in our Education Institution.  She was thrilled with her score and her Instructors gave her a lot of praise and attention, which in my view, was duly deserved.
The second highest score was 97%.  It was the second highest score that my Education Institution had achieved.  The second highest score belonged to Suzie-Anne.
To say that she was angry would be the understatement of the century.  She had never been beaten in an Assessment of Progress in Numerics before.  She had always got the highest score. So she retaliated, the only way she knew how: by using her skills of popularity.
It started small.  A snigger as Eloise walked past in the corridor; a trip-up as she walked past; a shoulder bump when passing.  But Eloise was far too introverted and quiet to report it.  She just carried on studying, working hard.
Eloise beat Suzie-Anne a second time two weeks later in an Applied and Theoretical Science exam.  It was focussing on Astronomy.  Eloise got 100%.  Suzie-Anne only achieved 89.5%.
Things began to escalate.  The rumours began.
First, it rippled through Suzie-Anne’s social circle.  The whispers and glares from those girls began to leech their way through the class.  Then they grew.  Snide words as Eloise walked through the halls and sat in the classes.  Eventually even I began to hear the gossiping and name calling.
“She must be a Cat A.  Look at her nose!”
“I bet she’s a Cat A, who is cramming these subjects, so she can create some new form of viral warfare.”
“That Eloise Cesari definitely is one of those Category As and she is going to kill us!  Its revenge!”
“I think she is a spy for the Cat As!  Maybe she was sent here from one of the Inner City Slums?”
The gossip was worrying.  I knew that Eloise was ignoring it, but if the Instructors caught wind of it, or even if the rumours got worse, she would be at risk from a lynch mob.  It’s happened before.  Category Bs are scared of Category As rising again.  When they suspect an ‘Infiltrator’ then they attack in a pack for their own ‘safety’.  Occasionally there are reports on the Panel, of Category As being ripped apart by Category Bs’ bare hands, of archaic methods of torture being used. Confined violence. It’s barbaric.  Community always tries and quash the stories, sometimes unsuccessfully.
So I broke my silence and spoke out.  I told my parents, as I knew my twin wouldn’t.  My Father was furious.  He was clenching his fists and went red with rage.  My Mother cried and held Edison to her chest.  She almost boarded Eloise up in her Sleeproom for safety, but she knew it would only add fuel to the rumour fire.  Mother told us to be careful whenever we left for Education and spent her days worrying about our safe keeping.
Father couldn’t contain the anger after someone decided to throw rotten food over Eloise during lunch the next week.  She came home in tears, the pungent smell of decay hanging around her as she walked from the Metro station.  My Father took one look, and smell, of my sister and went over to the Panel.  He pressed the small Panel Call icon and dialled one number combination: 01204.
A face appeared one minute later.  It was one of Superiors in charge of the lesser known Department of Category A Integration for our City, Ruskin.  At this point we, the children, were asked to leave the room.


That evening we sat around our standard issue table, drinking from our standard issue mugs.  The air outside was muggy.  A late summer storm was needed to break the humidity.  Birdsong could be heard from the tree in our small, tidy garden. We sat in silence.  My sister had puffy, red eyes from crying.  Edison was unusually still and quiet.  I looked at my parents; my Mother had worry lines cracking her forehead; my Father was looking around the room, calculating and processing the news.
We were being Relocated.  In 48 hours.
They were sending a Relocation team of Category As in the next day to pack our small amount of belongings and move them onto another city.  My parents’ Employment was being ‘transferred’, their Company Superiors aware of the problem.  Eloise and I would be continuing final year of Upper Juvenile Education in another City, in a new class, with new people who didn’t spread rumours, albeit accurate ones, about our family. 
We were to inform our friends and family that we were being Relocated because my Father was being advanced to Department Manager in his Employment, a “well deserved post,” we were to say.
It was all a lie, but the Superiors always want what is best for Community, even if it means keeping a family of Category As safe.  For this, I should be thankful.  But I am scared of what this new City brings.  I am scared that we will be discovered again.
And next time the Superiors may not be so helpful.  Next time we might be Recategorised.
This is the first night in my new Sleeproom.  It looks the same, with the same standard design and functionality as my old one.  But it smells different.  The sound outside is different. It feels different.  But most of all, I feel different.


I am a Category A.  I am different.

Chapter 1.2

Chapter 1.
A leaflet is pushed through the Mail Receiver in our Dwelling.  It shines like greasy, slick card and is covered in a montage of gaudy colours displaying an advertisement for Permanent Iris Dying.  Only 40,000 Coins.  Bargain.  Possible side effects include: Blindness (visual, metaphorical and psychological), distorted vision, pain, headaches and bankruptcy.
As my Father pulls it slowly from the slot, I hear it burst into tinny, harmonised voices, singing the PR spin, explaining the benefits that the “life changing surgery” could bring.
Bull.
Everyone who is anyone knows that it takes a hell of a lot more than a dyed eyeball to change your Status and Category.
Like genetics.
Like birth.

Not that it matters to me.  I’m alright.  I’m a Cat B.  Simple, middle of the road.  I don’t stand out, no wigs or dyes required.  I fit the bill, the proforma, a textbook Cat B.  Dark brown hair; hazel eyes; pale, milky skin without a trace of olive hues (they were wiped out years ago).  A typical Brunite.  I know my place and I am perfectly happy sitting in it.
My Father, a Category B: Adult Positive, sits back down at our mock-wood table, sighing into his tea.  He frowns slightly as he lifts the standard issue plain, blue cup to his lips and sips the hot liquid.  He doesn’t speak, he’s barely even looking in my direction; his eyes were focused on the Panel on the wall.
The Panel shows the activity tracking for all members of the Dwelling.  My brother, Alexis, listed as doing his daily Exercise Circuit; my Mother working the Night Shift at the Hospital.  She is a Matron, something archaic that Community brought back when they were established.  The timer counts down till the end of her shift.  2 hours 37 minutes.  My Father was leaving in 37 of those minutes for his daily commute into the City for his Employment in Aerodynamics Engineering.  He works in the Department of Community Transportation, ensuring the Metros that keep our City, Arcane, connected are punctual and efficient.
Personally, I am loitering over my breakfast, stalling the time till I have to complete some Independent Study before I catch my morning Metro to my Upper Juvenile Institution for Education (13 – 17 years).  I have Numerics to revise for as we were due one of our fortnightly Assessments of Progress.  I’m not worried.  I’m naturally capable in Numerics, top ten percentile in my class, with a predicted future Employment in Accounting and Finance.  How typically boring and regular.
Exactly 35 minutes later I hear, from my Sleeproom, my Father getting ready to leave for Employment.  I could hear him open the closet door and grab his overcoat and hat.  Rain had been predicted on the Panel and he had a good ten minute walk from his Metro stop to his office.  He shouts a vague goodbye to me and my brother, who had returned to the Dwelling to shower and prepare for his day at Transitional Training Education.  The door slams shut behind him.  My Father had seemed distant this morning, but I shrug it off to his disrupted sleeping pattern, as he never sleeps well when my Mother is on a Night Shift.
I return my attention to my Study and my Visual Education Oculars.  I hate wearing them, but even I have to admit that they do stop procrastination and distraction.

A beeping in my ears advises me that my Independent Study time was over and that I was to set off for Education.
My brother and I accompany each other to the Metro station most mornings.  This is our “bonding time” as our Mother calls it.  Generally this is the time when my dashing cad of a brother fills me in with his ever so exciting dating life.  “So, she said she had never seen one in real life before.  What did I have to lose?  I said ‘look, Caitlin, I have one right here, in my pocket, wanna see it?’  Didn’t think that she would react that way...” and on his narration went.
I nod, feigning interest, preoccupied with thoughts of Numerics.  All of Alexis’ stories were the same.  If it wasn’t for his incessant recording and transcription of all ‘worthy’ conversations, logged on his Dictaphone, then I’d peg him for a liar.  He says it for his book that he intends to write, once he begins his Employment, (Allocated Employment: Moderated Journalist).  He is perfect for it.  His Linguistics are in the top 5 percentile of his age group.  Alexis was sailing through this semester of his second year, at Transition Training Education.  The Instructors love him, have always loved him.  They delight in sending their glowing Reports to our parents, raving about his amazing, outgoing nature and unrivalled Attitude to Learning.  They are always a little disappointed when I arrive two scholastic years later, happy to be nondescript, average and unnoticed.  The comparisons have continued throughout our Juvenile years; “He is the polar opposite of Alexis,” “if only he would challenge himself, like Alexis,” “Joseph is far too comfortable blending in, unlike his older brother...” I grew to ignore it.
We walk up to the steps of the platform that headed East, towards the City, Alexis’ platform.  I bid him a good day and cross over the shimmering metal tracks that were humming with electricity and late summer heat, towards my platform that heads West.  I ascend the steps to the platform and stand behind the yellow line.  There are 3 minutes before the next Metro would arrive.  I watch the other passengers filter onto the concrete around me, their faces a mass of same shade beige and hair a thicket of standard browns.  My area was only populated with Category Bs.  The sameness was boring.
2 minutes.  I watch the steel grey and yellow shuttle pull to a silent stop at the opposite platform, which takes Alexis into the City daily. I hear the faint sound of the Scheduling Announcement over the murmur of conversations between commuters, “This is the Metro for Arcane City.  This Metro will call at the following stations...”

1 minute. The platform I am stood on is getting busy.  I can see my Metro arriving, creeping through the heat haze that the electric tracks are generating.  The Scheduling Announcement sounds and the doors slide open seamlessly.  I step inside into the busy calm of the air conditioned shuttle, surrounded by a swarm of Category Bs.

Chapter 1.1

Chapter 1.
Category A.
I repeat it to myself as I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
Category A.
I frown, my taut forehead becoming a series of deep furrows, dark slashes across ruddy pink flesh.
Category A.
The mirror starts to fog, clouding my reflection.  A wipe from my sleeve distorts the image.  My reflection is distorted anyway.   I am not how I appear.
My eyes are not my own.
My hair is not my own.
My skin is altered, plucked, dyed, and bleached.  Its pink, rosy complexion has been reconfigured.
I am a Category A.
But I don’t appear to be.
None of us do.


Don’t get me wrong, I am lucky to be a Category A.  I could have been born as a ‘Negative’.  Negatives are as near frequent as their numerical counterpart, -0, after the Pandemonium Situation that began in 2095.  The mass slaughter, the genocide of millions, all based on appearance and heritage.  If you didn’t fit the profile, you were deemed to be a Negative and were annihilated.
Every Juvenile in Community is taught about the evil and atrocities that occurred during those years.  Unfiltered and graphic snapshots and simulations of the war are fed into your Visual Education Oculars during Culturalisation and Collectivism.  You can’t even close your eyes to avoid witnessing and reliving the horrors.  If you blink too long, a siren sounds and the Instructors are able to administer Physical Education.  You see the war, feel it, and have it absorbed into your psyche.  You learn your place.
Rigorous Ethnic Cleansing they had labelled the killing in the past, when it was stopped by the Allied Forces of the 20th Century.  They renamed the genocide the Holocaust.  However this time, there were no Allied Forces there to run in, all guns blazing, and save the day.  The cull was more aggressive, calculated and horrific.  Fuelled by discomfort in the lower classes, it started in the country formally known as England, spreading like a virus across Former Europe.  It was ruthless, brutal and violent.  Entire nations were destroyed.  Death.  War.  Destruction.

After fifteen and a half years of hell, peace came.  Recategorisation under a safe and controlled regime.  Everyone was equal, if you fitted specific criteria.  Everyone was safe, all protected by the shiny, new establishment of Community.
Unless you looked like them.  The ones who began the uprisings that led to the horrors of 2095.
Blondes.  They called them the Aryan Race. They were named by the radicalised Neo-Nazis, who believed that these people were a race of supreme, higher beings and that everyone else should bow down to them, surrender or be killed.
Blondes.  Aryans.  They executed them in droves, in the years following the end of the Pandemonium Situation, when Community came to power.
Aryans.  Blondes.  Blue eyes, apple blossom, flushed skin. Almost all wiped out, punished for their physical link to the past.
Some of them, those deemed too weak or without any political or disruptive tendencies were allowed to be Reintegrated into Community, with the precursor that they remain camouflaged and anonymous to others around them.
It can be hard to mask it.  The blonde hair and blue eyes, the sharp Aryan features.  Wigs and plastic surgery, contact lenses and dyes help to deceive the majority of people in Community.  Hidden, concealed, and allowed to assimilate within Community.
Recategorised: Aryan.
Category A.
I am a Category A.
My name is Erina and I am a category A.